Thursday, June 21, 2007
sick sick sick!!!!
all the viral attacks in the world unite to gang up on me!
I've been hit by the flu bug, throat infection (thx to my baby) and stomach flu!
wth happened to my immune system?!
i miss my baby, i miss my friends!
Justin's back from Canada and has a weird accent!
(ok, that's random~)
Camp was great, too bad I couldnt stay.
I miss Bon, my Twinny and everyone else from the group!
ok, this is a totally random entry~
but that's because this is the 1st time i'm online for the past 1 week!
gtg~ cough mixture effect's kicking in! =(
*gone*
dancing @ 8:47 PM;
Friday, May 25, 2007
a caterpillar lives off the leaves that it feed on,
slowly, it grew fat.
when it's time to morph into a butterfly,
it build itself a cocoon and protects itself.
in this cocoon, it is alone, in its own world.
soon, it broke free from the cage that it hid in,
and it became a butterfly, full of confidence.
life's like that isn't it?
we feed on the experience, greed, ambitiousness, all the good and the bad of human characteristics.
then, we become full of ourselves and when people put us down, we crumble.
after which, we slowly detach ourselves from the crowd in search a deep dark valley for us to hide in.
we dwell in that small enclosed area feeling all sorts of emotions, feeling the consequence of our actions and take a step closer to self destruction.
by the strength of our will, by God's help, by a helping hand or by a bright ray of hope,
we find courage to stand on our feet again.
the end result differs, some become a better person, some became worse.
confidence and arrogance are separated by a thin line.
in search of myself and my own path.
my own pitfall, my own fault.
to hell or to heaven, it's my decision.
dancing @ 5:48 PM;
Thursday, May 24, 2007
MIA-ed for long long long long long time~ haven't been doing anything much lately, except photoshoot with MONSOON, just cleared my German IS lesson, celebrated 3mths "anniversary" with my baby, just got 3 low attendance warning email, etc.... LOL. life feels stagnant and boring, what an irony!
Photoshoot with MONSOON
Actually it's with Twister, which is the "baby" of MONSOON. But anyways, they coloured my hair black! If you look carefully, it's actually reddish purple under light. Same colour as Michelle Chia coz I'm supposed to "impersonate" her in this Glam Star Competition. So I had the same hair colour, same hair-do for the photoshoot. It was a fun experience coz I got to wear branded clothes and had a professional make-up artist to do my make-up for me! and usually he charges $400 per person!!!! he's damn good! his name is Keith Bryan Lee~ One bad point though, and that is I had to wait 10hrs for my turn! =( but it's still fun, I love it~
German
I love German now~ it's like the motivation for me to wake up at 5.30am every Monday for the past 5 weeks, BUT NOW IT'S GONE! coz it ended on monday!!! I miss attending Patricia and Vivian's class! =( maybe next sem I go do German as EP! Ich mag spreche und lessen Deutsch! oh ya, Red Riding Hood's story in German is not that pure/innocent afterall! "Aer Großemutter warum haste du so große Arme?" LOL. ask joyce how much I irritated her with that~ hahaha!!!
3rd Month "anniversary"
went to Chijmes' Carnivore to eat and it was kinda ex! I think it's because it's at Chijmes~ =X and I was so dumb to mistake a lime cocktail for lime juice! =( I must be out of my mind! LOL. but I love my baby, even though he grumbles alot~ haha.. He's my nanny, my baby, my love! *muacks*
time for MWA tutorial! will be back with photos soon!
dancing @ 10:16 AM;
Monday, May 07, 2007
10 Facts for the day
1. I traded my eyes with my neighbour's goldfish.
2. Katong Laksa @ Holland V has no cockles.
3. SRC = Sunday Recreation Club
4. Steven = good food + tipping the weighing scale.
5. "This Is The Night" is a gan chiong song.
6. Quaker's girl becoming flower girl on Saturday.
7. I prefer old Han Xiong, but still, thanks for the notes!
8. Timmy's not NSF anymore, he's a career man!
9. Timmy's gf is manja coz she's missing her bf and has goldfish eyes~
10. time to do B.Law tutorial~
Ciao!
stifling air,
awkward silences,
cold glances,
but no one seems to care.
dancing @ 11:21 PM;
it's been 3 days and it's still affecting me.. it's disappointing, it's upsetting, it's infuriating. and I cant stop tears from flowing whenever I'm on this topic. No matter how many times I hear the explanations, I'll still have the same reaction, over and over again. It has never occurred to me that it's happen, or at least not now, not from them, the people whom I trust. The only bunch of people whom I face without a mask. now, I have to..From this point on, I'm on my own. I've gotta help myself to become a lil bit stronger, I've gotta be like a porcupine, a puffer fish.
I'm sorry if you guys happen to chance on this, but I gotta let it out. Another lesson learn today, I should stop trusting and believing in people easily.
lost in the wilderness,
groping in the dark,
fighting the loneliness,
you are my only pillar.
dancing @ 12:19 AM;
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
oh yea, if you realized, I've change my blog song! it's "Byul" from the OST of "200 Pounds Beauty". sounds emo, and might not be nice, but that's coz u neva watch the movie! LOL. those who did, they'll appreciate it more, I hope~ haha..
found the other nicer songs from the OST too.. here are the links:
"Maria"
"Beautiful Girl"
the songs are by this singer/actress named Kim Ah Joong. sounds a weird, but she's good! "200 Pounds Beauty" is definitely in my list of top 10 movies of the year!
let me say this again... THIS SONG DAMN NICE!!!!!!!!
dancing @ 2:38 AM;
I know I know, I haven't been blogging for about a month? LOL. I'm such a lazy poke!!~
SO many things happened over the past 1 month sial~ been hanging out with the Baracudas, spend a bit more time with my boyfriend and work!!! oh yea, and school re-opened like 2 weeks ago~ haven't been missing school! it's a good start! =P oh did I mention that we finally have an eye candy in class? tt06 now has 2 major cliques: the old tt02 people(tt's us) and the old tt06 guys and girls. and among one of them, it's a kinda cute guy. Tiffany and I were thinking, "Finally we have a decent guy to look at in class!" LOL. no offence guys! =X but back to school, year 2 topics are really tough. gotta work extra extra extra hard if I wanna get a GPA of 3 and above. =(
got to watch some nice movies too! "200 Pounds Beauty" was damn touching! korean shows always make me cry! especially for "Windstruck", it's the best ever... for those who haven't watch it or have neva heard of these 2 movies, please go watch! it's UBER UBER nice! even my "eat-kan-tang" bf says it's nice, so you can imagine~
hmm.. update again soon, gonna crash~
dancing @ 12:37 AM;
Thursday, April 05, 2007
finally got to meet my dearest god-sis today! went to this cafe/restaurant to eat and the food was great, ambience was great, service was great, literally EVERYTHING was great! damn nice.. gotta go there and eat some more! it's highly recommended!
PEARLY LIM SHU PING! faster go jian fei then join me in SIA~ LOL.
dance was great, we did "Icebox" by Omarion today! nice choreo, but I cannot catch. as usual~ lol. these 2 weeks gonna be damn pack with rehearsals and and stuffs. but you guys can still date me out in the day! =P
aight, shall show you the pics and let them speak for themselves~ =D
yup, that's her.
Pearly Lim Shu Ping~
act feminine~
she's younger than me by 7 wks!
so I'm the Da Jie~
muahahah!!!
my turn to zi lian!
so cute rite?
LOL.
act sad-ed.
haha..
she say i got pouty lips~
trying to gobble up the flower,
despite our uber filled tummy~
LOL.
I look so much younger than her sia~
but i'm the eldest of the 3!
LOL.
the "down-up" cam-whoring technique~
nice!!!
the "up-down" cam-whoring technique~
our face looks smaller!
that's GOOD!
this is the end of our lunch date~
so happy to meet up!
on the way back to school, we talked and chatted about the past. we realised we've grown alot! 8 years~ it's a long time! so many precious memories, even the quarrels. and of coz, who could ever forget the "tulips = rose" incident? LOL. it's great to know that there's someone always there for you and no matter how long you've disappeared from each other's life, you'd be able to pick it up from where you left it. I miss hanging out with her already!
she'll always have a special place in my life, in my heart. loves! =)
dimly lit candles,
yellowish photo pages,
a sweet reminiscence,
every night I cradle~
dancing @ 1:50 AM;